Random Morning Musings

So, i’m not really sure what i’m going to write today, I just thought that I should.

Sometimes, it’s really frustrating to have the particular set of kinks that I do. Not only for me, but for Goddess as well. Goddess is best described as a full blown Lesbian, I just happen to be the exception to her orientation. So of course, this makes finding a Bull extremely difficult.

Oh the fuckery I could tell you all about trying to find one… So far, 99% of the messages have been from gross, entitled, chauvinistic wannabe dominant assholes. Ok we get it, you got a big dick, does that mean you are incapable of operating your brain at the same time? In all of Goddesses ads, she states that SHE is the dominant one, and won’t submit to anyone. She gets messages all the time not even asking, more like telling, her what they want to do. Instant no, and and instant block. It’s not sexy to assume you have consent, or to message vulgar shit when you haven’t even gotten to know her.

Then you have to consider, since Goddess isn’t really into guys, she has a specific look she’s trying to go for.

  • 25-39 age bracket.
  • Piercings and Tattoos
  • Nerdy
  • Bearded and or look like a biker or a viking (hehe)
  • And be a courteous gentleman capable of actually holding a conversation.

She’s met a few that fit all but the last criteria, and it’s fucking frustrating. They start out promising, but become a flake, don’t want to even attempt to get to know her, or after a few messages they start doing nasty talk. As she’s stated that she can’t just have sex with random strangers. She wants a lasting friendship, with benefits. Don’t get us wrong, nasty talk is fine, once you get to know her, but for fucks sake guys, use your brain! If she can’t even have a normal conversation with you, what makes you think she wants to fuck you?

Anyways, enough about that.

Been trying to let my piercing toughen up, for the last couple days of my lockup the underside was getting tender, I asked Goddess if I could be out for a couple of days to let it heal back up, she was nice and let me. When i’m not locked, nothing changes, I still follow all the same rules, I still sit down to use the restroom, I don’t touch myself, for all intents and purposes, I am “Always” locked up. It’s just how I choose to be. Technically I wouldn’t even need a device, but Goddess needs a physical reminder that i’m denied, because without the device she’s tempted too much herself to take advantage of her unlocked toy.

Well, In closing, If your a NICE bull, capable of having a normal conversation, possibly even becoming friends, have a face picture, and are local to us or willing to travel to us, and want some good kinky fun, send Goddess a message. Before you do, Take a peek at the following fetlife links to see if you’re a good fit.


Long week!

So I know it’s been a while since i’ve blogged… My apologies to my 9 faithful readers (followers).

Let’s see… What’s gone on?

Been working on the house. Building one that is. Poured concrete last weekend. Ordered block, won’t be delivered until next weekend.

Went on a work trip, co-driver hit a deer. Was a pretty rude awakening lol.

Last Wednesday, after I got back from a trip, Goddess decided she had a treat for me. When I got home, she ordered me to strip, and lay on the bed. She blindfolded me and after which she removed my cage. I had been a full week without any unauthorized orgasms and have been in chastity for double that now, so you can imagine that I was pretty sensitive and had a hair trigger. She only had intentions to tease me enough to get me super horny, then had a special treat for me, more on that later. So she kind of got distracted. She ended up teasing me so much and got so horny herself that she accidentally ended up making me cum. Another 7 days punishment time… I have a feeling i’ll never have a free orgasm again, only unauthorized and ruined ones 😉 I think i’m ok with that… for now anyway haha.

So, after which, she had me sit up, still blindfolded and lead me into the shower. She had me get down on my knees (awkwardly I complied, we figured out next time I’ll just sit cross legged because our shower is tiny) and she hovered over my face. Well, you can imagine what she WANTED to do, but her bladder wouldn’t listen lol. Oh well, for me, the thought is what counts. It’ll be the first time it’s ever happened, and I hope for a second attempt soon. So far, that’s been all this weeks sexy stuff.

Onto the other part. As part of our routine maitenence, Goddess removed my cage tonight for cleaning, and when I went to put my circular barbell in, it hurt like a bitch. I knew I had to take my cage off for healing, as my piercing hole is quite tender on the underside. I know these things happen, but I can’t wait for the time when I can just wear the Contender long term.

So that’s about all for now, thanks for reading!


The quest continues… (Warning, RANT)

So as you may remember, Goddess is looking for a bull. This has been a frustrating process. I’ll detail my thoughts as they come, this won’t be organized or probably make any kind of sense, this is one of my rants or ramblings or whatever you want to call it. Thoughts will be followed by helpful advice in Italics.

So many fucking entitled pricks out there. You think that just because you got a big dick means you automatically have permission to be NASTY to my Goddess/Wife? Fuck you. Apparently you don’t have enough blood to operate that brain and that cock at the same time.

Be respectful. Don’t be an aggressive asshole that gives off the rapist vibe. I can’t tell you how many messages I’ve read that have been sent to Goddess where they don’t even attempt to respect her wishes, or even ask for consent to begin to talk about (in this case) nasty shit. Goddess loves dirty talk with the best of them, but she can’t just fuck any random stranger, she has to like them as a person before they can enter the cave of wonders. 

So if you can’t even hold a normal fucking conversation, what makes you think you’re worthy of having sex with her? Conversation is over half of what makes everything good. Do you honestly think that lines like “I have a massive dik an would fuk you so good” , “I’d love to jam my cock in your ass”, “I’m a dom, get on your knees” are really good conversation starters?

Show her that you’re not a fuck-tard and use your words big boy! Impress her with your mental whit. Place words in a good order and try to use good spelling, use full and complete sentences. It’s not rocket science but for fucks sake it seems like for most of the guys that have messaged her, it is. 

For guys that actually get past the first few days of conversation, they act like it’s too much effort to TRY and have a normal conversation. As I’ve said, She needs a friendship before you’re gonna get ANYTHING.  We had this one very promising potential, but as soon as our schedules conflicted, he gave up and seemingly lost interest. Then he made a joke that was an instant turn off about Goddesses work…

Yeah, because begging for free shit from a sex worker is REALLY gonna turn her on and get you somewhere with her. We aren’t asking you to buy her content, and for fucks sake, if you wanna see sexy stuff, all ya gotta do is follow through, act interested, and be respectful. We’re obviously asking too much here. You’d get things that she wouldn’t even produce for sale, so where’s your logic in implying because you got a big dick you should get shit for free? 

Guys can’t handle rejection apparently. One dude went as far as to say some dumb shit like “I GET WHAT I WANT” “WHY DON’T YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH OR I’LL MAKE YOU” “DO YOU LIKE SUBMITTING? YOU WILL WHEN I’M DONE WITH YOU” For one, She’s not just a piece of meat. That’s rapist territory and super abusive. WHAT THE FUCK!

If she doesn’t like what you’re talking about, respectfully move on. Don’t get all dick hurt because she didn’t find you attractive, doesn’t want anyone to dominate her (Besides, she’s the dom), or any number of reasons why you wouldn’t be a good fit. Be a fucking man and move on. Don’t threaten her, Don’t tell her you know what town she lives in, I might be submissive to her, but i’ll fuck you up. ESPECIALLY if you threaten her/us. You better be able to run faster than 2500 feet per second. (That’s around 1700 miles per hour) 

If you don’t have any intention in following through with your “Game” then why the fuck did you message her in the first place?

I thought time wasters were only a thing in sex work?! Don’t even bother if you have no intention in keeping your word. 


In short, even though I’m a submissive, I’d probably make a better bull than 75% of you dumb-asses out there. I’m respectful, I keep my appointments, I wait for consent to talk dirty, and I probably fuck better than you too. I know not all of you are like this, but this entitled male shit has to stop. You gotta earn it just like anyone else would. I’m glad she’s set her standards so high, it prevents the common think-with-your-dick basic guy from ever knowing what heaven feels like.

I do apologize for the rant, but I’ve got nowhere else to vent about it.  Carry on and stay kinky!