When you think it’s been long enough…

I had a “damnit” moment last night.  I took a quick shower while Goddess was getting ready for bed, and when I finished showering, I joined her. I’m still not physically caged yet, because i’m still giving my piercing time to toughen back up. The good news is it no longer smarts when the piercing moves, but I wanna give it a day or two more before I go back in the cage.

Anyways, I was laying there winding down for the night, and I got curious and asked myself out loud, I wonder how many days it’s been.

Checked my handy little app and sure enough it’d only been 3 days. >.<

Goddess laughed and said yep, Not long enough.

Point is, When you think it’s been long enough, It’s just getting started.

pethubby

Random Morning Musings

So, i’m not really sure what i’m going to write today, I just thought that I should.

Sometimes, it’s really frustrating to have the particular set of kinks that I do. Not only for me, but for Goddess as well. Goddess is best described as a full blown Lesbian, I just happen to be the exception to her orientation. So of course, this makes finding a Bull extremely difficult.

Oh the fuckery I could tell you all about trying to find one… So far, 99% of the messages have been from gross, entitled, chauvinistic wannabe dominant assholes. Ok we get it, you got a big dick, does that mean you are incapable of operating your brain at the same time? In all of Goddesses ads, she states that SHE is the dominant one, and won’t submit to anyone. She gets messages all the time not even asking, more like telling, her what they want to do. Instant no, and and instant block. It’s not sexy to assume you have consent, or to message vulgar shit when you haven’t even gotten to know her.

Then you have to consider, since Goddess isn’t really into guys, she has a specific look she’s trying to go for.

  • 25-39 age bracket.
  • Piercings and Tattoos
  • Nerdy
  • Bearded and or look like a biker or a viking (hehe)
  • And be a courteous gentleman capable of actually holding a conversation.

She’s met a few that fit all but the last criteria, and it’s fucking frustrating. They start out promising, but become a flake, don’t want to even attempt to get to know her, or after a few messages they start doing nasty talk. As she’s stated that she can’t just have sex with random strangers. She wants a lasting friendship, with benefits. Don’t get us wrong, nasty talk is fine, once you get to know her, but for fucks sake guys, use your brain! If she can’t even have a normal conversation with you, what makes you think she wants to fuck you?

Anyways, enough about that.

Been trying to let my piercing toughen up, for the last couple days of my lockup the underside was getting tender, I asked Goddess if I could be out for a couple of days to let it heal back up, she was nice and let me. When i’m not locked, nothing changes, I still follow all the same rules, I still sit down to use the restroom, I don’t touch myself, for all intents and purposes, I am “Always” locked up. It’s just how I choose to be. Technically I wouldn’t even need a device, but Goddess needs a physical reminder that i’m denied, because without the device she’s tempted too much herself to take advantage of her unlocked toy.

Well, In closing, If your a NICE bull, capable of having a normal conversation, possibly even becoming friends, have a face picture, and are local to us or willing to travel to us, and want some good kinky fun, send Goddess a message. Before you do, Take a peek at the following fetlife links to see if you’re a good fit.

pethubby

Follow up to “Whoops”

As promised, I figured that I would detail last nights activities.

After dinner, during our Netflix time (it’s a normal thing to watch Netflix during/after dinner) Goddess was just in a dress with no panties. She looked so fucking beautiful, I couldn’t resist touching on her. After a little bit she spread her legs so that I had easier access, and I fingered her with two fingers 😉 while she rubbed her clit. She had a nice strong orgasm and thanked me, saying it was nice. We continued to watch some Netflix for a bit, and then decided we’d go to the bedroom to cuddle and talk.

Here lately we’ve been going to the bed to have our nightly pillow talk, this is usually the time that I ask about her days conversations and ask about the people who’ve attempted to message her (Goddess is VERY picky, I have no idea how I got so fucking lucky lol) We were talking about our day and I had asked how the conversation went with one of her potential bulls was going. Things were going well, and she was obviously getting turned on again, because she started to caress my body as we talked. Soon she was stroking me again, and I got rock hard. I sat up, grabbed my hood and began to unlace it enough to slide it on. She helped me put it on, it seemed she made it extra tight this time because the hood felt like a second skin.  I laid back and we continued to talk, only this time Goddess was straddling me. We talked about how she loves how I look in my hood, bound and helpless. I reminded her that the under the bed restraints have been very hot, and that they weren’t being used at the moment 😉

Goddess smirked and obliged me, cuffing me to the bed and pulling tight on the straps so that I had even less wiggle room than normal. After I was secure, she began rubbing against me like I’ve described many times already, She has been warming up to the idea of anal, and one of her favorite things to do recently is rub the head of my cock on her tight little asshole.  Not that i’m huge down there, but her ass is so tight that the head of my cock can’t even slide in without a LOT of work. So I feel like this is her way of training herself. It gets me so close to cumming, a lot of times I have to ask her to stop for a few minutes. She giggles at this as she said “Oh, You’re gonna cum already? Just from rubbing my tight little asshole against you?”

After several times of bringing me just to the edge, only to deny me (Plus, I wasn’t asking for permission because I knew I wasn’t supposed to cum.) There was a moment where all the friction was beginning to feel like sand paper on my cock. I asked for some lube and the jelly cock ring. She was more than happy to allow it, and rubbing with lube felt much better for both of us. She decided she wanted to tease me about how a bull was going to fill her up, so she straddled me, letting me inside her. She sat all the way down, then said “That’s as deep as you go, It’s not even close to filling me up.”

This kind of dirty talk turns me on to no end, I thought for sure that’d make me cum but I somehow held my composure. After a little bit she started to ride up and down my shaft, enjoying herself. Using me for her pleasure. I was getting too worked up, and I told her so. She Slid off REAL fast… FUCK. The tightness of the entrance of her wet amazing pussy sliding over the head of my cock pushed me past the edge. I came all over myself, and it was a ruined orgasm. I didn’t actually get the pleasure of a normal orgasm, and I stayed hard for quite a while after it. I also cried a little bit as I knew this would add yet ANOTHER week to my punishment.

We got cleaned up and I joked, I said your doing this on purpose… She smiled and said “Well, You DO have an interest in permanent chastity… What’s a month when you want to go 24/7.”

I replied, “I don’t want to never be able to take it off, I’m just down for really long lock ups, but not until you have a reliable bull, I’d hate for that amazing sex to go to waste. It feels like you’re just using me to strengthen your muscles… You tryin to get ready for a bull?”

“Yes, I am!” Goddess said with a laugh.

So i’m an exercise appliance 😀 Cool, I love being objectified anyway lol. I just need to learn NOT to cum without permission or I’ll just end up never having a normal orgasm. While ruined keeps everything in working order… I’m already not going to be able to give her Birthday sex now because of my lack of stamina. Guess a bull will have to stand in for that one 😉

 

Painting pictures with words ;)

I just gave Goddess the most evil idea… I should really stop lol.

There was some typical morning banter between us, I told her stop she was gonna make me hard… Some reason I didn’t get the mood swing after my orgasm last night, I’m thankful for it, but i’m still really really horny.

I painted her a picture with words. I said “Ooo, I have an idea for a really long torture session.”

Imagine me, hooded, gagged, and cuffed to the bed, taken a Viagra, and you tease me for a bit before setting the wand on the absolute lowest setting it will go.

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We use a heavy duty dimmer to add to the two settings the wand has already

The wand will have the masturbation sleeve on it, i’ll be wearing a condom of course. And you leave me like that for hours.

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This thing is EVIL.

She chuckled and said “Yeah, if you could last that long…” I smirked and replied, “I probably couldn’t, i’d end up earning months of punishment time….”

With a sparkle in her eye, she commented, “Hrmm, Perhaps.”

 

 

Sabotage!

Greetings everyone!

So, after 9 days I finally got to orgasm. But there was a twist. Goddess “stole it” from me… I didn’t have time to ask for permission, thus I earned an additional week to the base lockup time :/ For the sake of understanding, I’ll explain how my chastity time usually works right now. The minimum duration is 7 days. Goddess usually allows some kind of tease and denial during that 7 day time frame, and Saturday is usually my release day. So enough about that for now i’ll go into how our evening began 🙂

Goddess and I were sitting on the couch last night talking about the gentlemen she was talking with, how since she met him on Fetlife things were much easier and there was way less awkward moments. She and I both feel that despite meeting him on Fetlife he’s been a perfect gentlemen, very polite. So naturally we began to talk about when the first (non-sex) meeting should take place. We both have been role playing and fantasizing about the cuckold aspect of our relationship and I think it’s safe to say we both want to experience it, pretty badly. Just gotta make sure there’s actual chemistry in person first. During this whole time I was massaging Goddesses feet, rubbing her legs, and of course playing with her clit through her panties. We then decided it was about time to start winding down, and headed off to the bedroom.

We kept talking about it, She asked me “So I know there’s no sex on the first meetup, but….” She started to get shy and struggled to get the words out. “You mean, is it okay to fuck him on the second meeting?” I asked. I could tell she was blushing and she said “Well, yeah… I guess that’s what i’m trying to say.”  I turned toward her, looked her in the eyes, and said “Goddess, You can do whatever you want as long as you’re comfortable with it, If you wanna get stretched and fucked real good, go for it!” I could tell she liked my response, and soon after she was starting to kiss my body all over. It’s been 9 days, but there has been tons of teasing and denial… I knew whatever she had planned i’d be lucky to last 5 minutes lol.

I had my arms above my head and I found one of the cuffs to the under the bed restraint system. She noticed and said “Oh yeah?” and I just sat there shrugging and said, “Maybe we should put my hood on too…” Goddess thought for a moment and said with excitement “Yeah, I think so too.”

So Goddess helped me into my hood and then cuffed me to the bed, pulling the straps tighter than last time, I was helpless and bound, just the way she likes me. Goddess resumed kissing my body, amused that I couldn’t move. She slowly kissed her way down my hairy chest, and when she got to my throbbing erection, she kissed the shaft all up and down, and even sucked on the tip for a little bit. She was ready for more activity though. Goddess climbed back up from down there and began to rub my rock hard cock all over her ass. Lately Goddess has been entertaining the idea of anal, it’s not something she used to want, but ever since I’ve began to eat her ass, she’s slowly coming around. She can’t ignore the good feelings it gives her, and even said once during a particularly long session of me eating her ass, “I bet you want a bull to fuck my tight little ass too don’t you, Pet?” I nearly came in my cage right there.  So as I’m struggling not to cum from just the rubbing on the outside, I let her know that i’m feeling too good and she says “Oh Pet, just from rubbing on my ass?” in a mocking but loving tone. She was extremely turned on, very wet, she would slide up and down against my cock getting it wet, and then press/rub it against her asshole.  I’m not small, but i’m not big either, my “a little less than average” dick still doesn’t fit in her tight little ass. Last night, The tip fit 😉 Of course after several times of this she was getting pretty worked up herself, and she slid my cock into her pussy. It was warm, tight, throbbing and oh so delicious feeling. I wasn’t able to stay inside long before I started to make the pre orgasm noises, almost waiting too long. She hopped off and I swear I had a mini orgasm right there, I felt the spasms, I felt a strange sense of leaking, but nothing came out and I was still horny and hard as fuck.

She gave me a few minutes to cool down, and I guess due to my age or just bad luck, I have a hard time maintaining a proper full erection, Not for lack of being turned on, It just happens. So I asked Goddess if I could wear my ring, (cock ring) and she said which one. I told her that it was her choice. We have a large assortment of cock rings, from metal to silicone and from extremely tight to soft and stretchy while still doing the job. One of both of our favorites is the silicone one we got from Walmart lol. It’s like a round doughnut of rock hard blessings and it doesn’t leave me sore and bruised like the tighter metal ones end up doing 😉

She commented “Oh, that’s working instantly Pet.”

It was true, I could feel with every heart beat my cock returning to stand at full attention! This is where it becomes really difficult for me to not cum. Goddess rubbed herself some more against my cock, and then impaled herself on me again. It felt so fucking good, It was even tighter thanks to the cock ring… She literally managed to slide herself up and down twice, and I was making the noises again that told her I was too close. Except for one thing. 9 Days. The feeling of her tight, wet and warm pussy sliding off so fast pushed me past the point of no return, and I was hit with a powerful wave after wave of orgasmic pleasure, At first Goddess didn’t touch me or anything but I think she changed her mind and she grabbed my cock and jacked me off during the final moments of my orgasm, intensifying the pleasure. I’m pretty sure the neighbors (if we had any) would have heard my moans. “Fuck, I’m sorry Goddess, I didn’t ask for permission.”

We both needed a shower to clean up and I was like “I’m sorry I came without permission, Goddess.” She said “You know the rules, that’s an additional week MINIMUM.” We had a quick chat about making sure we both understood that 7 days was the base time, and that it would now be 14 days in “Punishment time” I finished showering off and Goddess took my place in the shower. “You know, that means if you meet up with him the weekend after next, I’ll still be locked and not have permission to cum, Do you know how torturous that will be?!”

She just smiled, as if she had this planned all along. “Yes, I do Pet”

Fuck I love my Goddess and her twisted sadistic mind.

Working towards a goal…

Good afternoon everyone!

After being on the road for the first part of the week, when I arrived home yesterday things were pretty steamy 😀 I’ll let you guys peek into our conversation leading up to the events that i’ll describe below.

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So yeah… That laid plans out for the evening. I stopped and got a chain leash, then when I got home I started the “cleanout” process. I’ll spare you the details of that, but 2 bags later I was squeaky clean. I’ve discovered after large enemas that I need some time to “relax” again so we ate dinner and watched some netflix before the nights activities started.

I won’t deny, I was super turned on. It’s been 7 days since my last orgasm (and locked up for the duration as well) and I was eager to please my Goddess by being her perfect little butt slut. We laid a towel on the bed, I got down on all fours, and she put the lap desk in front of me with a blue suction cup toy for me to use once we were all warmed up. Goddess had already put the strapon on, slid a condom over it, and had a gloved hand with lube ready to get me ready for her. She slid a finger inside making sure the lube was evenly distributed, then took it out to add more lube and use a second finger.

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“Are you ready, Pet?” She asked.

“Yes Goddess.” I practically begged in my tone. I was more than ready. Something about Goddess wearing a strapon, asserting her power over me, melts me to the core. I wanted her big strap on inside me. Of course, we had to take things slow at first. She put the head against my hole, and I slowly pushed back until I felt the familiar stretching feeling. A couple inches in, I stopped to let everything “Adjust”. While we were waiting she put more lube on it, and soon I was sliding further down on the shaft of her massive black dildo.

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Getting it all in there… 

After a little while, I was relaxed enough for her to begin to use it to fuck me.

“Do you like that big cock in your tight little ass, Pet?” Goddess had a tone in her voice that I absolutely love. When she gets turned on it’s almost like her personality changes, so does her voice. It’s subtle but when you know your partner, you pick up on these subtle changes.

I moaned in reply, “Yes Goddess, I do… I like it a lot.” There was a lot of “Omg it’s so big” and moaning, and general sex noises 😉 At some point I tried sucking the dildo on the lap desk in front of me, I could only get about 4 inches of it in my mouth and I gagged a few times, each time I gagged she thought something was wrong lol. Nope, Just gagging lol. She giggled at that and said “You’re gonna have to practice a lot. I’m going to want you to suck my bull off eventually.”

After she was able to go faster, she was surprised that I could take the whole 9″ of the toy. I had her stop and I laid on my back, and let her enter me missionary style. Because the curve of the toy, it was hitting my prostate real nice. I still can’t cum from just anal, but I for sure was closer last night than I’d ever been. I leaked quite a bit as well.

After I had enough we sat there, her toy inside me, her caressing me gently, she told me I was a good pet, and that she really enjoyed fucking me.

Then we got up to clean up, and I asked her “Would you like me to wear the strapon now?” “Yes Pet, I need to get fucked after fucking your ass.” So I washed the strapon and then I fucked her with it to multiple orgasms. It was such a sexy night. I love my Goddess and all the kinky shit we do. 😀

Thanks for reading everyone. I hope you enjoyed. Leave me a comment!

pethubby