When you think it’s been long enough…

I had a “damnit” moment last night.ย  I took a quick shower while Goddess was getting ready for bed, and when I finished showering, I joined her. I’m still not physically caged yet, because i’m still giving my piercing time to toughen back up. The good news is it no longer smarts when the piercing moves, but I wanna give it a day or two more before I go back in the cage.

Anyways, I was laying there winding down for the night, and I got curious and asked myself out loud, I wonder how many days it’s been.

Checked my handy little app and sure enough it’d only been 3 days. >.<

Goddess laughed and said yep, Not long enough.

Point is, When you think it’s been long enough, It’s just getting started.

pethubby

Random Morning Musings

So, i’m not really sure what i’m going to write today, I just thought that I should.

Sometimes, it’s really frustrating to have the particular set of kinks that I do. Not only for me, but for Goddess as well. Goddess is best described as a full blown Lesbian, I just happen to be the exception to her orientation. So of course, this makes finding a Bull extremely difficult.

Oh the fuckery I could tell you all about trying to find one… So far, 99% of the messages have been from gross, entitled, chauvinistic wannabe dominant assholes. Ok we get it, you got a big dick, does that mean you are incapable of operating your brain at the same time? In all of Goddesses ads, she states that SHE is the dominant one, and won’t submit to anyone. She gets messages all the time not even asking, more like telling, her what they want to do. Instant no, and and instant block. It’s not sexy to assume you have consent, or to message vulgar shit when you haven’t even gotten to know her.

Then you have to consider, since Goddess isn’t really into guys, she has a specific look she’s trying to go for.

  • 25-39 age bracket.
  • Piercings and Tattoos
  • Nerdy
  • Bearded and or look like a biker or a viking (hehe)
  • And be a courteous gentleman capable of actually holding a conversation.

She’s met a few that fit all but the last criteria, and it’s fucking frustrating. They start out promising, but become a flake, don’t want to even attempt to get to know her, or after a few messages they start doing nasty talk. As she’s stated that she can’t just have sex with random strangers. She wants a lasting friendship, with benefits. Don’t get us wrong, nasty talk is fine, once you get to know her, but for fucks sake guys, use your brain! If she can’t even have a normal conversation with you, what makes you think she wants to fuck you?

Anyways, enough about that.

Been trying to let my piercing toughen up, for the last couple days of my lockup the underside was getting tender, I asked Goddess if I could be out for a couple of days to let it heal back up, she was nice and let me. When i’m not locked, nothing changes, I still follow all the same rules, I still sit down to use the restroom, I don’t touch myself, for all intents and purposes, I am “Always” locked up. It’s just how I choose to be. Technically I wouldn’t even need a device, but Goddess needs a physical reminder that i’m denied, because without the device she’s tempted too much herself to take advantage of her unlocked toy.

Well, In closing, If your a NICE bull, capable of having a normal conversation, possibly even becoming friends, have a face picture, and are local to us or willing to travel to us, and want some good kinky fun, send Goddess a message. Before you do, Take a peek at the following fetlife links to see if you’re a good fit.

pethubby

Long week!

So I know it’s been a while since i’ve blogged… My apologies to my 9 faithful readers (followers).

Let’s see… What’s gone on?

Been working on the house. Building one that is. Poured concrete last weekend. Ordered block, won’t be delivered until next weekend.

Went on a work trip, co-driver hit a deer. Was a pretty rude awakening lol.

Last Wednesday, after I got back from a trip, Goddess decided she had a treat for me. When I got home, she ordered me to strip, and lay on the bed. She blindfolded me and after which she removed my cage. I had been a full week without any unauthorized orgasms and have been in chastity for double that now, so you can imagine that I was pretty sensitive and had a hair trigger. She only had intentions to tease me enough to get me super horny, then had a special treat for me, more on that later. So she kind of got distracted. She ended up teasing me so much and got so horny herself that she accidentally ended up making me cum. Another 7 days punishment time… I have a feeling i’ll never have a free orgasm again, only unauthorized and ruined ones ๐Ÿ˜‰ I think i’m ok with that… for now anyway haha.

So, after which, she had me sit up, still blindfolded and lead me into the shower. She had me get down on my knees (awkwardly I complied, we figured out next time I’ll just sit cross legged because our shower is tiny) and she hovered over my face. Well, you can imagine what she WANTED to do, but her bladder wouldn’t listen lol. Oh well, for me, the thought is what counts. It’ll be the first time it’s ever happened, and I hope for a second attempt soon. So far, that’s been all this weeks sexy stuff.

Onto the other part. As part of our routine maitenence, Goddess removed my cage tonight for cleaning, and when I went to put my circular barbell in, it hurt like a bitch. I knew I had to take my cage off for healing, as my piercing hole is quite tender on the underside. I know these things happen, but I can’t wait for the time when I can just wear the Contender long term.

So that’s about all for now, thanks for reading!

 

Busy Busy!

Hey everyone! I haven’t had much to write about as of late, as i’ve been extremely busy with non-kink related life.

I finally got what I feel like is going to be the perfect fit for my Contender, I had to order a new base ring with a slightly larger gap.

So now the specs of my cage are:

  • Contender with PA upgrade
  • The length of the PA hook is long enough to touch the underside of the top horizontal bar.
  • Cage Ring (inner diameter): 1 1/4 inch (32mm)
  • Flaccid Length: 2 inches (51 mm) +/- 1/16″ due to new gap.
  • Lock Style: Padlock Hole in Lock Sleeve
  • Prince Albert Upgrade: 4 Gauge – 3/16″ – 5mm
  • Piercing Setback: 1/2″
  • Gap: 7/16″
  • Base Ring: 1 3/4″ (44mm) – Round

My balls finally sit even inside the base ring, previously with the last ring, after the cage portion was locked on, It would cause one of my balls to sit too high and tight, eventually causing pain and rubbing.

You ever put a new chastity on and instantly just KNOW you’ve got the right fit? That’s how it is now… I am loving the way it feels. Goddess and I are going to give it a test run for a week and see how it feels.

As far as future release date? Well, I’m sure there was one incident that I didn’t blog about, but it earned me yet another week of lockup time. As of this entry, I’ve been in chastity for 13 days, my last orgasm (unauthorized) was 6 days ago, and I don’t have the chance to earn a normal authorized orgasm for another 15 days. (June 24, 2018)

Well, that’s all for now! Small hint to my readers, I’m more likely to blog more if I get more interaction. Post up some comments, let me know what you think!

pethubby

Follow up to “Whoops”

As promised, I figured that I would detail last nights activities.

After dinner, during our Netflix time (it’s a normal thing to watch Netflix during/after dinner) Goddess was just in a dress with no panties. She looked so fucking beautiful, I couldn’t resist touching on her. After a little bit she spread her legs so that I had easier access, and I fingered her with two fingers ๐Ÿ˜‰ while she rubbed her clit. She had a nice strong orgasm and thanked me, saying it was nice. We continued to watch some Netflix for a bit, and then decided we’d go to the bedroom to cuddle and talk.

Here lately we’ve been going to the bed to have our nightly pillow talk, this is usually the time that I ask about her days conversations and ask about the people who’ve attempted to message her (Goddess is VERY picky, I have no idea how I got so fucking lucky lol) We were talking about our day and I had asked how the conversation went with one of her potential bulls was going. Things were going well, and she was obviously getting turned on again, because she started to caress my body as we talked. Soon she was stroking me again, and I got rock hard. I sat up, grabbed my hood and began to unlace it enough to slide it on. She helped me put it on, it seemed she made it extra tight this time because the hood felt like a second skin.ย  I laid back and we continued to talk, only this time Goddess was straddling me. We talked about how she loves how I look in my hood, bound and helpless. I reminded her that the under the bed restraints have been very hot, and that they weren’t being used at the moment ๐Ÿ˜‰

Goddess smirked and obliged me, cuffing me to the bed and pulling tight on the straps so that I had even less wiggle room than normal. After I was secure, she began rubbing against me like I’ve described many times already, She has been warming up to the idea of anal, and one of her favorite things to do recently is rub the head of my cock on her tight little asshole.ย  Not that i’m huge down there, but her ass is so tight that the head of my cock can’t even slide in without a LOT of work. So I feel like this is her way of training herself. It gets me so close to cumming, a lot of times I have to ask her to stop for a few minutes. She giggles at this as she said “Oh, You’re gonna cum already? Just from rubbing my tight little asshole against you?”

After several times of bringing me just to the edge, only to deny me (Plus, I wasn’t asking for permission because I knew I wasn’t supposed to cum.) There was a moment where all the friction was beginning to feel like sand paper on my cock. I asked for some lube and the jelly cock ring. She was more than happy to allow it, and rubbing with lube felt much better for both of us. She decided she wanted to tease me about how a bull was going to fill her up, so she straddled me, letting me inside her. She sat all the way down, then said “That’s as deep as you go, It’s not even close to filling me up.”

This kind of dirty talk turns me on to no end, I thought for sure that’d make me cum but I somehow held my composure. After a little bit she started to ride up and down my shaft, enjoying herself. Using me for her pleasure. I was getting too worked up, and I told her so. She Slid off REAL fast… FUCK. The tightness of the entrance of her wet amazing pussy sliding over the head of my cock pushed me past the edge. I came all over myself, and it was a ruined orgasm. I didn’t actually get the pleasure of a normal orgasm, and I stayed hard for quite a while after it. I also cried a little bit as I knew this would add yet ANOTHER week to my punishment.

We got cleaned up and I joked, I said your doing this on purpose… She smiled and said “Well, You DO have an interest in permanent chastity… What’s a month when you want to go 24/7.”

I replied, “I don’t want to never be able to take it off, I’m just down for really long lock ups, but not until you have a reliable bull, I’d hate for that amazing sex to go to waste. It feels like you’re just using me to strengthen your muscles… You tryin to get ready for a bull?”

“Yes, I am!” Goddess said with a laugh.

So i’m an exercise appliance ๐Ÿ˜€ Cool, I love being objectified anyway lol. I just need to learn NOT to cum without permission or I’ll just end up never having a normal orgasm. While ruined keeps everything in working order… I’m already not going to be able to give her Birthday sex now because of my lack of stamina. Guess a bull will have to stand in for that one ๐Ÿ˜‰

 

Whoops

So I just earned myself another freakin week of denial. At this rate every tome Goddess teases me I end up failing miserably lol.

I’ll blog about it in the morning!

Handy iOS app called โ€œDays Sinceโ€

I keep track of all my events as shown above.

pethubby

Painting pictures with words ;)

I just gave Goddess the most evil idea… I should really stop lol.

There was some typical morning banter between us, I told her stop she was gonna make me hard… Some reason I didn’t get the mood swing after my orgasm last night, I’m thankful for it, but i’m still really really horny.

I painted her a picture with words. I said “Ooo, I have an idea for a really long torture session.”

Imagine me, hooded, gagged, and cuffed to the bed, taken a Viagra, and you tease me for a bit before setting the wand on the absolute lowest setting it will go.

fanspeed
We use a heavy duty dimmer to add to the two settings the wand has already

The wand will have the masturbation sleeve on it, i’ll be wearing a condom of course. And you leave me like that for hours.

wand sleeve
This thing is EVIL.

She chuckled and said “Yeah, if you could last that long…” I smirked and replied, “I probably couldn’t, i’d end up earning months of punishment time….”

With a sparkle in her eye, she commented, “Hrmm, Perhaps.”